Confessions of a Foster

At the moment, my mind is full of worry. This worry is caused by my dark secrets that I hold in my mind. If I came out with my secrets, not even my friends would know who I was. I’m a stranger to them.

Only one person knows most about me, and he lives miles away from me. Too far away. This man has accepted me as a sort of virtual younger brother, but sometimes I wish we were brothers Sometimes I just feel like breaking down and sobbing onto his shirt while he would hug me saying it will be okay.

I have so much that I yearn to say but know I can’t because of the end results. I’ve asked a couple of Twitter people if they have any suggestions of what to do, but they all say the same. “It’ll be better after you tell someone” but I think “If you knew the people I know you’d say something completely different”

So, I’ll tell a secret that has been eating away at me for years. I think I’m Bi.

There, I’ve said it. I feel like I want to cry now as I’m not sure how far it would get.

Friends will probably laugh, father will kill me, mum will love me regardless, sister will make fun of me, I don’t care that much anymore.

Thank you Richard for giving me the courage and support that I’ve needed to say this. Love you bro.

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Poetry fail

Just a dream

I’m up here, looking at you
I know just what I’m gonna do
I’m coming down, I’m breaking through
Just so I can see you

Time went by and I came down
I’m going to find you in the town
I will not cry and I will not frown
Cause I’ll find you in the town

Across the street, there you are
Separate but not by fare
Your image blurred by a passing car
But I’ve found you, there you are

I wait here, across the street
Knowing that we’ll never meet
One, two, a car cows to greet
Now I know we’ll never meet

A crunch and a tearing scream
The image fizzles, just a dream
I wake with a jolt, covered in sweat
Saddened that we never met

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Autumn

Scarfs FTW 😀

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New new Blog

Huzzah, first post on my WordPress blog 😀
That means I’m now on; Facebook, Twitter, deviantArt, Tumblr, Crunchyroll, YouTube, Veoh and Formspring. Don’t use Veoh or Chrunchyroll anymore though but I’ll put the URLs on here later for the others 🙂

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Hello world!

Welcome to WordPress.com. This is your first post. Edit or delete it and start blogging!

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